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Sunday, August 4th, 2002
3:47 pm - ghetto (fun weekend tew!)
round ass

You
Have a Round Ass!

All the guys think that you're a cutie.

That's thanks to your ghetto booty.
You've got a ass that looks
like it's black.
And color doesn't matter, because baby got
back.

What Ass Do *You*
Have??
</di lets see, thursday night I went out to my uncles house (which is being house sat by my stoner cousin) it was me, kiel, derek, matt, and ryan grebe. Kiel let me smoke because he had highs and doesnt like to share other wise, and after that we had frog races on the picnic table and ended up with 15 frogs overall. (matts frog always won though) friday night after tyler left, i went over to palmers house, had a mikes hard lemonade. then me and jeremiah went to maumee river to smoke up (he had highs too) then went back to the house, and i had 6 or 7 shots of vodka straight, had to go home at 11:00 because they were going clubbing and i couldnt cause im not 18 yet. almost passed out in the car. Last night went back over to my uncles house with tyler. sat around the picnic table for about an hour and had some beers then came back here and chilled for an hour. good release after almost being fucking killed on 24 by some retards who decided they were in a hurry and passed us on the fucking shoulder. then their friend in a jimmy got up next to them, were going 25 mph and talking back and forth, then wouldnt let tyler merge when he NEEDED to so we had to go into oncoming traffic just so we wouldnt DIE. It sucked, i got so pissed i started shaking. after that but before we went to My uncles house, we went to his house to let the dogs out and his dad, step bitch, and half brother were there. it was, umm interesting. when he drove by 2 nights ago at 2 am after work, my brother was right behind him when he passed the house, grebe pulls in and tells me that tyler doesnt have his rear liscence plate. yesterday when grebe gets here he tells him that either is lights are out or the plate is just gone, so tyler goes out to look and someone STOLE his liscence plate. We know this because both of the bolts are gone, AND when he put new bolts in it it wasn't stripped or anything. people piss me off. anywho... i miss you all

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Sunday, July 28th, 2002
11:27 pm - to all
I had to get rid of anonymous posting because of (ahem) some person which i know who it is but am not going to say, is posting really shitty schpeels in my lj. but if you have a LJ you can still post. (sorry)

Anywho- me and tyler had a really nice conversation with Tabitha today. She was probably the best person I could talk to at the moment considering she is JJ's sister and she KNOWS how he is. I was really freaking out earlier and slamming all the doors that i walked through because I was upset about the whole tyler being a "womanizer" which he isnt i just needed reassurance i guess. thats the problem, I SHOULDNT NEED REASSURANCE. (so why do I? god im weak and pathetic) Oh, and for the information of people who are mentally unstable, the WRONG way to win a girls heart is to figure out her insecurities and PLAY OFF OF THEM! ugh thats so gross that people can fuck with other people's minds like that. I think ive put up with enough people who have mental issues. My grandma, i love her to DEATH but things got to complicated when i started to realize what was going on, my adopted sister's dad and grandma, the grandma is just flat out insane, and the dad thinks the cia is camping out in his back yard tapping his phone lines. How are we expected to deal with people like that? (unless we love them and do our best to understand) I wish there wasnt mental instability, or depression. Depression sucks and i was lucky cause i wasnt bad enough that i had to STAY on medication, i worked out of it as best as i can. I gets REALLY HARD when people find out these things and start playing of depressions and insecurities to get someone to like them (basically tricking them)

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Monday, July 15th, 2002
12:20 am - my lj thinks it is the year 2007...

VIOLET



You surround yourself with art and music and are constantly driven to express yourself. You often daydream. You prefer honesty in your relationships and belive strongly in your personal morals.




Find out your color at Stvlive.com!


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Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
9:45 pm - aww so cute
mark stopped by in-between jobs today, i wasnt even expecting him and was about to leave. (perfect timing) AWWW my mom is dumb tho- she hogged all the convo and that pissed me off cause i barely get to talk to him as is, then after he left got all pissy and said i dont talk enough so i went off on her. stupid cunt... it sux when your mom likes talking to your boyfriend sooo much you cant talk to him then keeps saying stuff like, you could really get hurt working in a corn sylo (sp?) BITCH dont worry me im already worried about the fireman thingy! Geebus!

current mood: loved

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2:26 am - man
i think ive been neglecting my lj... im sorry. Leesha where are you??

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Monday, June 24th, 2002
10:15 pm - 4 things....
happened today

1. my MOM was watching STRIP GOLFING
2. Bill started humping his car (ewww)
3. I think my friend Dave is in trouble or something cause 4 cops were at his house and they took one person into custody (worried) I used to smoke pot with him.
4. some dude was walking around outside video connection in a BARNEY suit and sadly I think i know who it was.

but overall it was a good day

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Sunday, June 23rd, 2002
10:49 pm - sigh
I havent talked to Mark that much. We've called each other like three times a day since our "first date" but we only talk each time for like 5 mins cause when we actually get a hold of each other one of us has to take off and go somewhere. It sux :-( i wanna see him again. but he is gonna be in whitehouse tomorrow and every day for the rest of the week soo.... :-) talk to you all later, not sure who still reads this but i luff you.

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Friday, June 21st, 2002
5:14 pm - mark
I've got closure with Todd- FINALLY. thats over ::thanks god:: but i met mark. lemme tell you all about mark.

Mark = aww
Mark = FUN
Mark = better "parties" than the ones at todds ('cept the whole gun thing)
Mark = NICE truck
Mark = sweet
Mark = good kisser
Mark = independant
Mark = YUM
Mark = probably as close to perfect as you can get

hehe- see, i told you. Me so happy

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Monday, May 6th, 2002
9:36 pm - my sister is a bitch
fucking try to run us off the road go right ahead. "oh but nobody got hurt so its no big deal...you shouldnt be pissed." dont even fucking try it. and then turn around and pretend that its funny dont even try it. dont bother even trying to talk to me anyways.

ps she did this right after I told her that I was scared shitless of the way billy drives and his fucking piece of shit car!

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Thursday, April 11th, 2002
9:03 pm - test
1.LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER: panic room
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? love stories
3. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? candy land
4. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? dont read mags
5. FAVORITE SMELLS? holly's flowers
6. COMFORT FOOD(S)? mushroom rice
7. FAVORITE SOUNDS? this race sounds thingy holly sent me
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? watching your dog die
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? cool! i get to chill with grebe for a half hour!
10. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? Magic wok
11. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Guy- Tristan Girl- tru
12. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? friends, love
13. FINISH THE STATEMENT, "IF I HAD LOTS OF MONEY, I
WOULD ..... " buy a mansion and a cool fast car
14. DO YOU DRIVE FAST? some say i do....
15. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? yup, my cocer spaniel doggie
16. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? They make me sleep good...
17. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? z-24
18. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? smirnoff, or any other kind of hard liquor
19. FINISH THE STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD LOVE TO... sleep
20. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? why not?
21. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? pink!!!
22. GLASS - HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? broken
23. HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? one, whitehouse
24. FAVORITE PLACE TO RELAX? outside, on the carport with a cig in my hand
25. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? watch? BORING! Id rather play
26. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU: umm... googinshmer pok? JUPITER!
27. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? absolutely nothing
28. IF YOU COULD HAVE A DATE WITH (OR JUST HANG OUT WITH) A
CELEBRITY WHO WOULD IT BE AND WHY? The guy on the new Star Wars movie

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Friday, April 5th, 2002
7:49 pm - to all
Max- the big irish wolfhound i brought in to skule- died last night due to an enlarged heart. He at least passed away in his sleep. Shay- were you the one who had the picture of him? Cause my uncle would like it and we can make copies...

current mood: crushed

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Thursday, April 4th, 2002
12:27 am - i feel left out
working nine and a half hours every day during spring break sucks ass!
unless of course Lin is working, she cracks my shit up. Vicki (a very religious person) saw that i had a hickey today at work. I was afraid she would wig out and call me the devil or something but she didnt so it was cool. My mom said I was tacky for getting one- but at least it was on my neck not somewhere else. ive heard faarrr worse. My sis told me to only let them give me hickeys on my stomach but still... thats a little awkward. All of Billy's friends started calling him hoover! hehehe The whole hicky thing makes me feel like a slut though- i mean what is a hickey? Is it like a dog marking his territory? Or in a humans case, a DAWG marking his territory? anywho- im babbling. ttyl

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Saturday, March 9th, 2002
10:29 pm - scratch that
if anything makes me depressed it would be my mom. I am 17 not 2! stop treating me like im a baby, and like i dont have emotions or opinions. If i come home and take a nap, im depressed. If she comes home and takes a nap, she's just t-i-r-e-d. Maybe she is the one who is depressed and is trying to put it off of herself and focus her attention on me. I hate that!

and Everyone hates it when you treat me like you do!

(see how fast i go through my emotions? kinda like underwear...)

current mood: aggravated

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10:08 pm - grr
i hate when i post in here and then what i post doesnt show up for like an hour.

I sat here for the last 20 mins listening to people say how boring their lives are and then telling everyone ALL about it... and it made me think.

I used to think my life was boring, but now i realize That I am barely even home anymore. I get home from school, the second i walk in the house... "Ring, hey its me- wanna go chill?" "okay" "ill be there in a few mins, luv ya!" click

Its great. It makes you feel good when people always want to be with you or hang out with you, and especially when you make plans, and then someone else calls and wants you to do somethin but you already have plans so they get upset and make you promise next time you have to be available. You cant deny that doesnt make you feel good, no matter who you are. That would make even Ghandi feel good.

It also made me think, if all of a sudden that stopped happening... what would happen to me? would i just slip right back into the depression of two years ago that i worked so hard to get out of? Would i still be the same me? Or would I start spending my days, weeks, months... hibernating again? Its scary... I hate being alone. I wonder if anyone feels the same way i do?

current mood: curious

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9:47 pm - my new lj
yeah- i dont know what to write right now. Last night me and my sis went bowling. Donovan and James took Billy's (<---hottie) car to get videos and cigarettes. #1 they dont know how to drive a stick #2 they were shooting off fireworks from the car #3 they got pulled over cause the whole back lights went out. Think that sucks? Well the cops came in and wanted someone to follow Billy home. Me and my sis did, he was going 50 on the freeway! we had a whole ton of trucks on our butts the whole way so holly turned on her hazard lights. Somehow Billy got behind us and when he went to pass us he almost ran us off the road. Then he pulled over, still on the freeway, and i had to get out and ask him what was up. The second I stepped out of the car (whoosh!) i almost got pulled backward from the wind from the cars and trucks passing us. It sucked. He finally turned off on his street (still going slow as hell) and we were late. GRRR bitch session from mom for that one, even though we called her and told her we would be late. Alicia says that she is the only one who can drown me in the basement so if someone keeps messing with me she is gonna get mad. I luff it when she sticks up for me, at least she knows how to fight! :-)

current mood: bouncy

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